When I was about 15, I started drinking. Then that quickly turned in to much harder drugs like crank. I went to rehab for that then I started using diet pills. But, I thought that that was "ok" because they were given to me by the doctor. Crazy huh? Then when I got married I kicked that and started using Xanax and Valium. Only now, the past 5 months, have I been totally clean. It feels pretty nice but can be frustrating at times. Sometimes I feel like if I just had something that I would be better. Though I have found food, sex and the gym are great substitutes. But, I have to keep it in moderation or I'll get burned out.
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