Obsessive thoughts..

Earlier in the week I would have obsessive thoughts about anything. I could see someone with an ice cream then my mind would demand one, over and over until I ate one. I would get it in my head that no one liked me and I would cry for hours until either I forced myself to call someone out of obsession or someone came or called to talk to me. It is very humiliating acting like this. Only now am I being able to understand this as a sickness. With that said it makes it harder to deal with. Before I thought it was a quirk now I realize that something is really wrong with me.