i AM BACK!!!

Well, I know that I have been away for a while but I am ready to come back in full force. The first thing I want to talk about is my dearest friend. She is driving me crazy because while we are sms ing each other when she is finished she writes "whatever........bye". AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! It drives me crazy. To me that is like saying fuck you. Probably it is intensified because I am borderline. Then after that I do not hear anything from her and I think she hates me. It is crazy I know but I think "out of sight out of mind". It is hard for me to believe that anyone thinks of me outside of my being there. I know. I know. Any advice?