Hello! Update

I know I have been away for a while but everything is still the same. My mom is still writing those insane emails that show how nuts she really is. I think I have decided to stay away. I know I said the last time but this time I feel stronger. We have marked the day for a baby on June 14, 2008 my husband said in 2 yrs and we would have a baby but he said that back in January. Some times I wonder if he even wants a child with me. I know he loves me but does he like me. Better yet, is he in love with me? I wonder? I guess it is just the trust issues that I have . He has done nothing but prove his love for me time and time again. This BPD stuff is a real kicker.